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Meaningless feelings i can't deal with in my life....
 
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expression..

the bird can fly away only if it wants..

who am i to cage or break such subtle wings

let the tongue say what it wants..stinging murals of words pieced along the cement wall of consiousness

weakened with age..some watch it crumble..smile through bitterness

let the eyes darken with disapprovel, eyebrows furrow in anger or disappointment

who am i to blind or shield such harsh eyes from the sights..all over..

who am i to beg for sleep and feel it when it never comes..

slow just down..

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restless..

favorite author died

didnt even know alive..how tragic

assumed gone long ago..then in morning paper

gone

brilliance does not stop death

maybe distract

or detain

but never completely stop

wish would

loved every word this woman put onto paper

flowed

full of  philsophy and dreams

and hopes and contentment for every second of everyday

wish learn from this

to be happy with now

forget the sadness of yesterday or tomorow

but the happy of now

the knowing that in these moments nothing is destroying your mood..

sometimes..i think im only alive because of the now..

im afraid of tomorrow

only because i dont know what will happen to me

or if anything or alter this state ive found

but realize..could love everyone with every ounce of me

but not all of thehse people i love could ever find it in them to love me back

 

..why are we not allowed to care about everyone we meet..

 

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hes not worth the wait

and im tired of sitting here some

pathetic

 nameless

before never

only after

im tired

of

being

the

no one

 

 

 

 

 

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ache

and she feels everything

every vibration

hearing every slur of words

mouthing quotes she once found brilliant

that's what everyone is..

trapped inside their own ego

all constantly speaking of themselves

only, such bitter personalities

how could you ever try to speak back..

their issues..her..life..nothing

explode, oh device soothe her

 

breathe..

please lungs dont' fail

the monotone voices moan through the hours

drowning all other outside amusements

she smiles

laughs

but finds nothing funny

oh disguise..

you're so beautiful and painted green

she wants to become you

mold yourself to her

submersed in icy water of fake

and drawn expressions

find her a decent conversation

drown in words only

not

malice..

 

 

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lalala
mm lets fall down
oh please lets fall down to earth once again
so bored of clouds
tired of sky
dirt
so nothing
so free of air
bury me deep
just my head
bury me deep
i wont have to see
see the broken lights and bitter futures ahead of me
what a way to think
what a way to be
oh
stare at her from the window
know he stares more so
oh
why is it always the most beautiful always in our presence
why kant i be the one admired
but beauty means nothing its more so the importance
jst wnt to feel tht
the wanting
and the wanted
but nothing
oh
vacant eyes
and pretend smiles
let the screams grow louder
from mind to chest to mouth
well up inside
oh break free
tell him wht it means
to be nothing..
in his vacant eyes

...

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