x
hidden12
Meaningless feelings i can't deal with in my life....
 
#
recent.

glance around the room

you're awake, hearing only yourself  breathing heavily

dull roar of an alarm echos repeatly

your unconsicous savior

The images that were pieced together

glimpses of creatures, situations and tragedies

flash before you

leaving you sitting upright

translating, identifying...why?

the purpose for the pictures

that left you silently screaming and on edge in your dream country

after only a few seconds...pictures dull and fade

losing their vibrant colors and shapes

...slip back into safe reality

 

 
#
expression..

the bird can fly away only if it wants..

who am i to cage or break such subtle wings

let the tongue say what it wants..stinging murals of words pieced along the cement wall of consiousness

weakened with age..some watch it crumble..smile through bitterness

let the eyes darken with disapprovel, eyebrows furrow in anger or disappointment

who am i to blind or shield such harsh eyes from the sights..all over..

who am i to beg for sleep and feel it when it never comes..

slow just down..

 
#

restless..

favorite author died

didnt even know alive..how tragic

assumed gone long ago..then in morning paper

gone

brilliance does not stop death

maybe distract

or detain

but never completely stop

wish would

loved every word this woman put onto paper

flowed

full of  philsophy and dreams

and hopes and contentment for every second of everyday

wish learn from this

to be happy with now

forget the sadness of yesterday or tomorow

but the happy of now

the knowing that in these moments nothing is destroying your mood..

sometimes..i think im only alive because of the now..

im afraid of tomorrow

only because i dont know what will happen to me

or if anything or alter this state ive found

but realize..could love everyone with every ounce of me

but not all of thehse people i love could ever find it in them to love me back

 

..why are we not allowed to care about everyone we meet..

 

<3's

 

 

No replies - reply
 
#

hes not worth the wait

and im tired of sitting here some

pathetic

 nameless

before never

only after

im tired

of

being

the

no one

 

 

 

 

 

..<3's

 
#

ache

and she feels everything

every vibration

hearing every slur of words

mouthing quotes she once found brilliant

that's what everyone is..

trapped inside their own ego

all constantly speaking of themselves

only, such bitter personalities

how could you ever try to speak back..

their issues..her..life..nothing

explode, oh device soothe her

 

breathe..

please lungs dont' fail

the monotone voices moan through the hours

drowning all other outside amusements

she smiles

laughs

but finds nothing funny

oh disguise..

you're so beautiful and painted green

she wants to become you

mold yourself to her

submersed in icy water of fake

and drawn expressions

find her a decent conversation

drown in words only

not

malice..

 

 

<3's

 
Calendar

November 2009
1234567
891011121314
15161718192021
22232425262728
2930

October 2008
1234
567891011
12131415161718
19202122232425
262728293031

October 2007
123456
78910111213
14151617181920
21222324252627
28293031


Older

Recent Visitors

November 21st
lovespirit
teaglewriter3

May 7th
google

May 6th
google

May 5th
google

May 4th
google

May 3rd
google

May 2nd
google

April 30th
google

April 29th
google

April 28th
google

April 24th
google

April 23rd
google

April 22nd
google