Meaningless feelings i can't deal with in my life....

mm lets fall down
oh please lets fall down to earth once again
so bored of clouds
tired of sky
dirt
so nothing
so free of air
bury me deep
just my head
bury me deep
i wont have to see
see the broken lights and bitter futures ahead of me
what a way to think
what a way to be
oh
stare at her from the window
know he stares more so
oh
why is it always the most beautiful always in our presence
why kant i be the one admired
but beauty means nothing its more so the importance
jst wnt to feel tht
the wanting
and the wanted
but nothing
oh
vacant eyes
and pretend smiles
let the screams grow louder
from mind to chest to mouth
well up inside
oh break free
tell him wht it means
to be nothing..
in his vacant eyes

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